Friday, Feb. 28, 2003
A big batch of positive for ya here!
Mr. Rogers died yesterday :(, my childhood is dying away one person at a time. *sigh*
It feels kinda like the grandpa you only got to see on Holidays or summer breaks, but was always so happy to see you just died.
At least its pretty positive he went to heaven.
This is confiriming my guess that this is gonna be a shitty year...
Maurice dies, Pete Townsend's into kiddie porn, and now Mr. Rogers is gone.
This neighborhood sucks more everyday.
Next Wednesday would have been Andy's birthday and the following Monday would have been when he died... This is gonna suck.
I know I sound psycho, but I always get a little sad around these dates, but now that I've been through the feeling of one of them actually dying, and the feelings still being so new, this is gonna be hard.
I still can't forget how Robin and Barry looked. Even at the Grammy's you could see it. The shine's gone from their eyes. And poor Yvonne, I don't really cry anymore unless I think about how she must feel.
*sigh*
Robin's website says he's been ordered by his doctor to rest for a week or so. He must be lost, even though its a solo album he's promoting, it was always known that the brothers supported each other.
I'm gonna try to get myself a copy of the album. The song I've heard was really good. The video was a little weird, but it was artsy weird so obviously it intrigued me in a good way.
I'm probably gonna wait till its released here to see if I need to get the European version for any extra tracks. I really want the singles tho, cause like most singles they have extra tracks.
I did a Richie page and now I'm thinkin about a Gibb page...kinda like mini Shrines to those who have inspired me... its my journal, I'll be psycho with if I want to.
I'm still tryin to make my way to a Bon Jovi show, but it sucks cause my mom keeps talking about me going alone. I don't wanna go alone and I feel like the only reason I have to go alone is Ernie.
Part of me feels this is just me being selfish and placing blame on him cause I don't know where to put it, but the other part still thinks he's got somethin to do with it. Him and his opinions...
Well, this was a positive entry wasn't it? I started this thinkin it would be short and I'd have nothing to say. Now I've ranted and carried on about two or three different topics.
Go negative me!
(@_o)
harlemrain at 10:50 pm