Wednesday, Nov. 20, 2002

*sigh*

How do insomiacs cry themselves to sleep?

I'm one huge college flunking, social phobic, depressed, lonely, perfectionest freak.

Even my cat doesn't understand me right now.

I had a panic attack last week because I had to do a presentation in front of my psychology class. Now I'm scared of everything again.

I know the main reason I had one was the mixture of my high stress and depression, but I'm still scared of having another one.

I'm supposed to start counsling on saturday. This should be more fun than my gall bladder surgery. Woo frickin hoo.

*sigh*

I suppose I should at least try to sleep tonight.

God I feel so alone. I'd cry if I were worth the tears.